So for me Im considered a field employee and work remotely even before covid hit. I have been good about wearing a mask and keeping distance but last week they had me go into the office Wednesday and Friday to make a video for a new product we released today. As the one talking in the video I wasn’t wearing a mask while recording. The people helping were about 50/50 on wearing a mask.
But honestly who knows? It could have been there or somewhere else. I don’t know what impact masks actually make. I wasn’t living my life in fear of getting it by any means and after having it I’m glad I wasn’t. For me I was one crappy day and one kinda crappy day. I’ll take that in exchange for all the life I’ve lived since April.
I find myself constantly going back and forth on my Covid opinion. Admittedly in denial about it or just ignorant. Mostly denial.
As I sit here in quarantine, either waiting for symptoms to show (None yet) or for my scheduled test tomorrow, I can’t help but think about what you said. It’s now real for my family so my views have probably changed again. Unfortunately we don’t get to choose how Covid will affect us. I could get a day long cold or die. Or worse, I could get a day long cold and my wife dies. We have lived this year almost exactly as we lived last year. Some might say careless given the situation I now face.
I guess it all comes down to the level of risk we are comfortable with.
Reminds me of several months ago. I was working in my garage and my wife kind of rushed out to the car to leave. She obviously didn’t want to really talk to me. I stopped her and kind of probed her a bit. She dodged. I pressed more. She finally told me she was going out to buy a pregnancy test. We didn’t say much after that. She came home and several minutes later she came out to report all was well. We really felt like we dodged a bullet. But we put ourselves in the situation and weren’t careful. Had the results gone the other way it would be hard to say the risk was still worth it.
We need to live our lives for sure, but I don’t think we can be carefree about doing it.